Hunting For Fulfillment
Sunday, February 19, 2017
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i know im a monster
festering wounds
from when the blade mixed feelings
with my favorite tunes
locked in the tower
trapped like a mouse
looking for a reason
to jump off the house
yet I fight firmly against it
knowing the pain
i reach out to others
through the darkness and rain
yet they all turn against me
when i call em my friend
they pretend they dont know me
dont stick it out til the end
so now i walk in shadow
a life all alone
but i dont care anymore
now that im fuckin grown
man im tired of tryin
and my hands are too bloody
from the times that i reached
and all they did was cut me
ill just be by myself
strugglin but alive
dont matter the challenge
i know ill survive
cause its not about money
but knowledge and will
which the others all lack
don't compare to my skill
im not just outside the box
but im outta this world
not entirely by choice
its just where i was hurled
but it gives me such clarity
bout the whole human race
they can tell im not from here
call me a disgrace
but while i live in the darkness
and im a monster as well
theres one thing i can show you
or rather can tell
that i hold a great light
its just buried deep down
from when i was betrayed
by an entire town
but if you bothered to try
to look past the scars
ud see that im special
not just on these bars
but i see different perspectives
though usually dark
im an asset indeed
because of my spark
yet this leaves me dangerous
bound to catch flame
and when i burn down the town
ill take all the blame
cause they'll know they deserved it
for what they had done
turning on a child
just cause he was a son
its not like i chose it
to become this beast
but at a table of my demons
ur all just a feast.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
One and only
shes his one and only
and he constantly knows it
but he sits there and hides
to make sure she never shows it
as she walks into the distance
never to be looked upon again
he simply wishes and yearns
as his tears fall down like rain
he knows she wont come back
but he still imagines the touch
of the girl he used to hold
the one that meant so much.
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Richard
Richard
Sitting in Chemistry Brandon
Griffin was going crazy; it seemed as if time couldn’t go fast enough even
though he was willing it to with all his might. Today his dad promised to take
him out on a beach in Hawaii. You see Brandon’s dad was a…. well he
didn’t know what his dad did for a living, all he knew was rent was always
paid, he had almost anything he wanted, at the cost of time with his father,
and that he had to move a lot, almost every couple of weeks and this time they
just happened to end up on the islands. When asked about his job by others his
father, Jack Griffin, would politely reply with he enjoyed traveling then
without skipping a beat changed the conversation to something like the Yankees
or sports cars. Eventually everyone even Brandon learned to simply not ask.
Brandon was the only 14 year old to be in Chemistry. Though he took
all other classes with kids his age, his father insisted he go into Chemistry
early and did everything he could to make it happen. No one knew why, but
enough money shuts just about everyone right up. Finally the bell rang and
though usually in the last to leave, Brandon bolted out of the door just barely
remembering to tell his teacher to have a good day which, on any other evening,
would have been customary.
Rushing outside Brandon found his dad sitting in the car, an almost
brand new Mazda RX7 Twin Turbo. A true work of genius and craftsmanship,
personally Brandon would’ve preferred a Porsche Carrera GT or a tricked out
Challenger, but that didn’t make this electric blue beauty with custom leather
interior and red pin stripping any less impressive or stunning. Hopping in
Brandon reminded his dad about the beach. Jack turned smiling showing not only
had he remembered, but upon further inspection Brandon realized his father was
already dressed for his day in the sun.
“Step ahead of you son.” Jack said with a wink
Without even letting him finish his sentence Brandon interrupted with
“Not quite dad.” Showing he too had already dressed. Upon reaching the beach
they got out and began to enjoy the sand and the cool breeze that seemed to
gently tickle their noses with the soft scent of the ocean. They played for
hours, games like Frisbee and volleyball. Brandon missed hanging with his dad
and having times like this so, in the rarity of which they occurred; Brandon
made the most out of them. After several hours the sun began to set over the
horizon casting a beautiful glow across the water that was surprisingly still,
it was almost motionless except for one ripple. It took a while for Brandon to
make out what it was but he figured it out. It was a man and a gun.
It all happened so fast, the gunshot rang out and Jack was flung off
his feet by a huge wound bored into his chest. His blood splattering Brandon’s
face and clothes. For a second Brandon was paralyzed in shock, but quickly
regained movement and looked to his dad whom had easily lost at least a pint of
blood and more draining quickly. It was a miracle Jack was even breathing
though it had turned heavy and slow, he was leaving this world all too fast and
Brandon wanted him to stay.
Determined to save his father’s life Brandon took his shirt and
stuffed it into the wound as he began pulling his dad to the car. His dad
helped at first but became so weak he had to be dragged the rest of the way.
When he got to the car and Jack was situated Brandon reached across him to
buckle him and heard his dad whisper “You, Mom, and Grandpa” upon being
questioned on what he meant Jack passed out. Brandon ran to the other side of
the car and began to drive.
This was his first time ever being behind the wheel his dad was going
to teach him, but Brandon decided it would have to be a quick lesson. He had
played a few video games before and so he knew all about gears and pedals, but
video games aren’t real life, and he realized he was pressing a little hard on
the pedal, and then he recalled that his father was dying in the seat next to
him. He pushed the pedal to the floor speeding off to the hospital. No police
were in the area which helped a lot because they were busy with the amount of
trouble downtown. With such a small police force it took almost all of them to
keep the area somewhat stable.
The Mazda sped into the hospital parking lot probably eight to nine
minutes after the incident. Poorly parking the car Brandon jumped out unbuckled
his dad and carried him to the lounge. By the time the doctor showed up he was
barely shaking as his massive blood loss left him almost too weak to even move,
the doctor and nurse hauled Jack back on a stretcher and put him in a nearby
room.
Brandon seen one doctor leave and shortly after a new doctor showed
up. He seemed darker and more menacing; this intrigued Brandon who moved in closer
to see what he was doing. The doctor bent down and grabbed a bottle and needle
from under a cupboard he took liquid from the bottle into the needle and began
heading for Jack. The doctor emptied the whole bottle into Brandon's dad right
as a loud bang rang out in another room. The doctor jumped and setting his
bottle down he left. Brandon rushed over to see what the doctor was going to
use. ‘Arsenic’ Brandon thought back to Chemistry class and recalled that it was
an incredibly dangerous poison. Horrified Brandon ran to his father and
realized he was dead. Brandon just looked at him and let the pain finally sink
in. The door moved and Brandon quickly ran into the shadows. He was good at
hiding it, his dad taught him tons of lessons from guns to camouflage and his
dad would constantly make him practice and practice till he could shoot a pop
can with a magnum from a couple hundred meters accounting for wind direction
and speed. However the skills he practiced most were sneaking and archery. He
loved the idea of silently killing whole masses of people without getting
caught and his agility combined with small stature made it easy to get in tight
spaces, Jack always called him his little assassin.
The
doctor came back and brought a large black bag with him; at first Brandon was
confused until he realized it was a body bag. He had no choice but to sit
watching them pack up his father and carry him without Brandon even saying
goodbye. Every second of watching seemed to fill him with more hurt, he could
feel himself becoming blind with rage but he didn't care. He wanted his dad and
he knew that damn doctor killed him when the bullet had done enough and because
of it every bastard in this hospital was going to pay.
Brandon
knew about the gun his dad kept in the glove box. Returning to his car he
opened it and grabbed the silver handle sliding his finger over the all too
familiar trigger. Next to where the gun was there was plenty of extra ammo and
a silencer. Brandon grabbed all of it and went in the hospital, he started
strong by shooting the secretary right in the head, and she dropped like a sack
of potatoes. Didn't even have time to cry out. Brandon shut down the cameras
and began walking down the halls trying to display his message to those who
hurt him. Just for good measure he shot a scurrying mouse and watched its head
roll away into the next room. He shot everyone in the rooms doctors, patients,
even children. He burned through bullets with an almost inhuman speed. He
finally reached the last room and as he was about to head in, the door creaked
open and a man was starting to walk out. Brandon dived into the shadows of a
nearby room and waited for the man to approach. Instantly Brandon recognized
the doctor or rather the man who pretended to be the doctor. It was just some
thug, he wasn't supposed to be anywhere near Brandon's father, and he wasn't
even supposed to be in the hospital. Furious Brandon took aim and fired
straight at his head, 'Click', but nothing happened. The gun was empty however
the click did not go unnoticed; the thug stopped, and taking a few steps back,
peered into the room. Brandon threw his gun against the opposite wall. The man,
taking the bait, went to investigate. He never heard Brandon's approach and
never saw Brandon jump as he landed on his back. Brandon laced his arms around
the thug's neck and began to hold on tight keeping the thug in a choke hold. Punches
rained down around Brandon's face catching him several times in the jaw and
brow. It seemed like the hits went on forever but shortly after Brandon folded
his arm against the man's throat he stopped, unconscious.
Brandon
left the hospital and went across the street to a nearby construction company.
He wandered around listening to the sounds of hammers and metal by complete
chance his sights landed on an automatic nail gun. Brandon went back knowing
how best to present his suffering. In the hospital Brandon dragged out the body
of a little girl, an old man, and a nun who had been visiting to bless sick
inpatients. He took them all to the front lounge and crucified them all upside
down on the wall. Each stood for what was important, and now gone, to him. The
old man was for the loss of his father, the young girl for the loss of his
innocence, and the nun for the loss of his god. He was never very religious,
but he at least accepted that he was up there. Now Brandon knew there was no god
because if there was he would have saved his father and Brandon wouldn't be in
this mess. Hanging the bodies upside down was to prove his defiance against the
lord. He sat on the ground and blood washed onto his shoes and clothing.
He
was outside siphoning gas from cars in the lot when a yell for help rang
through the halls. The man must have just woken up. Brandon brought his bucket
inside and set it next to the door holding the man. Leaving it behind, he
entered the room. Brandon smiled at the man whose fear was riddled upon his
face. Brandon had laid dead carcasses all around the room to give the man a
scare. It worked well because upon entry the man began begging for mercy until
the man seen Brandon's youth and began laughing. Brandon sat down in a chair
spun backwards from the man. He looked the thug straight in the face and asked,
"Who do you work for?"
The
man replied "What are you like 10?"
Brandon
persisted "Who do you work for?"
Again
the man made a smart remark "How 'bout a lollipop instead?"
By
this time Brandon was becoming irritated. "I'm going to ask one more time,
who do you work for?"
Sighing
the man said, "His name is Charlie; he works out on the mainland on the
outskirts of Yuma Arizona at a lab known as Endodynamic Industries."
Shocked
by the man's response without any form of torture Brandon almost slipped up.
"That was easy."
A
hollowed laugh emerged from the man. "I told you because you'll never make
it out of here alive." With that the man swung with a knife at Brandon's
throat just barely missing, then in between swings the thug hacked away at his
binds. Brandon went out of the room, grabbed the bucket, and poured its
contents all over the man.
Brandon
looked the man right in the eyes and said "Burn in hell." He ignited
a lighter he'd found on one of the visitors and turned the thug into a living
torch. However the man had freed his hands and swung his fist at Brandon's
cheek making full contact and burning a hole through part of the skin. Angrily
Brandon kicked the chair the man was on up against the wall knocking the knife
from his hands. Brandon grabbed the nail gun from earlier and held the gun
in his hands as he approached his suspect. He held the trigger till all the
nails ran out, leaving the man looking like a pincushion. Brandon grabbed the
knife from the ground and held it firmly in his hands and walked up to the
flaming body plunging the knife into his chest cutting out the man's heart and
showing it to him right as he died. When the fire had burnt out Brandon punched
what remained of his enemy, "Fuck you all, I'm going to find and kill
every last one of you jerks and you can see how I felt when I died inside."
Brandon
got up not exactly proud of his statement, but satisfied all the same. He left
for the bathroom beyond pissed. He turned to look at the damage in the mirror.
He was horrific; his face was partially melted with blood sliding down around
his chin. He looked like a monster, and he started to like it. It would last as
a reminder of his cause and corruption.
Sirens
rang in the background. The fire must have finally brought their attention to
the hospital. Almost methodically Brandon opened the nearest window, crawled
through, and jumped out. The fire burnt up most of the evidence and kept most officials
attention so Brandon walked away without interruption, though he stuck to the
trees anyway.
After
walking for a long time Brandon came up on his house, a large white Victorian
with an eggshell picket fence and a porch. The inside was laced with several
light greens, as it was father's favorite color. The walls, furniture, and even
some of the kitchenware was different shades of green, however as Brandon
quickly noticed upon entering that the entire house was empty. It had already
been cleaned out, but the main problem was that no one knew about his father's
death but him and the killers. That meant that the men who shot his father had
been in the house, his house. Brandon was enraged and began throwing his fists
against the wall inside his father's old room. A rush of pain ran up Brandon's
arm as he punched a wall and, instead of dry wall, he hit metal. Brandon
searched around for a sign of what he struck. He found nothing but the wall. He
began knocking waiting for a hollow sound instead of a metallic ring. When the
metal noise died out he broke his fist through the wall as a marker. He did
this for the remaining three sides and then broke out the rest of the edge with
his shoe. When he was finished all that remained was about a foot of painted
wall. Brandon yanked the block out of the socket and dropped it on the ground.
The remaining paint fell away and Brandon realized it was a safe equipped with
a dial.
Brandon
became disappointed as he had no clue what the combination was. He sat down and
began trying a number of different combinations until he became bored and
decided to go outside and find a branch. With the Branch in hand he swung in
full force at the safe. 'Crack!' followed by the sound of broken glass and an
almost comical yell from a cat below. Thinking he had broken the safe he looked
down and seen the safe was unharmed and instead he had snapped his branch in
half. Throwing down the remaining half of the branch Brandon returned to the
floor trying to open the safe. His mind wandered to his father and how he was
going to find Charlie being as he was on the mainland. His dad's last few words
drifted to mind 'You, Mom, and Grandpa.' Why did he pick those words? Instead
of something more practical like an 'I love you' or a 'Be safe'. Brandon hardly
even knew his mother, and the only time he had ever seen his grandpa was when
he gave Jack the safe. The safe! Brandon jumped up reaching for the dial in which
he entered his birthday and, not knowing his mother's birthday, he entered the
day she left and, also confused on his grandfather's birthday, he entered the day
grandpa gave Jack the safe. As the last number clicked into place the safe
sprang open with such force it almost cracked the knuckles on Brandon's hand.
He reeled back in pain and peered inside; he noticed the money first as there
was several stacks of hundred dollar bills which Brandon snatched up. This
revealed a gun, a few clips of ammo, and a large amount of notes.
One
note sat closer than all the others and looked fresh so he opened it. the first
thing Brandon noticed was his name written in the top left corner, this showed
that his dad had actually written this letter for him to find. It continued
with 'I have something you need to know, if you are reading this letter then
you are alone. I know that is hard to accept but no one is on your side. We
haven't been here long enough for friends and I was your last living relative.
I tried to prepare you for this as best I could. As you may know I was in deep
on an undercover mission to exploit the gang Endriago. Lately they have taken to smuggling large amounts of
drugs across the border. They are not a gang to be trifled with; if they got me
then they are probably after you next. Now I ain't no secret agent or anything
super cool like that, but I do work in government and it was my job to bring
them down by taking out the kingpin. I'm not quite sure, but I think they
figured me out so we were going to leave. I planned to tell you this on our way
home, but I guess they caught me off-guard. I am really sorry things ended this
way and I hope you forgive me but this had to be done. Either way don't blame
yourself. In this safe there is a gun, money, and ammo. It is a pretty safe bet
to assume men are coming after you. Be careful. I've taught you what I can the
rest is up to you. I love you son, Jack.'
Brandon
read the last bit over and over. He'd never hear those words again. They rang
in his head like bells bouncing all over his mind. Brandon couldn't take the
pain. He sat on the ground and cried. It wasn't fair, he was fourteen. Fourteen!
How was he supposed to last against grown men? He recalled something his dad
said earlier, 'Man lives on only that which he can comprehend.’ He said that in
reference to Brandon deciding to sit on the floor after having difficulty
constructing a chair. Brandon understood what he meant; if he wished to survive
Brandon would have to do things no one would expect so they couldn't prevent it.
He was fourteen, his imagination was practically at it's peak.
Brandon
cheered up and stood, heading downstairs and out the back door towards his shed
he remembered a room inside that he found when they first moved. His father
made it clear he was to never go inside, but now that Jack was gone Brandon
went to check it out. The shed was made of cheap sheet metal that somehow
lasted through the windy storms without any apparent damage. It was white like
the house but had some paint chipping from being set back in the trees and
getting struck by falling branches. Some vegetation had grown over the doors
that Brandon had to cut away before he could open them. Inside the whole thing
seemed covered in dust and webs. He slid a tool chest aside and saw the door.
He brushed dirt and dead spiders away from the handle and lifted it up. On any
other day he would have been a little freaked out by the spiders, but it was
going to take a lot more to faze him after today. Right inside the cellar a
silver ladder waited with almost no wear or age at first glance. A faint blue
glow emitted from the room below. Climbing in it was almost too dark to see and
one of the ladder rungs gave way causing Brandon to fall to the ground. It
stung but was nothing serious. "So much for first glance." Brandon
muttered massaging his back. He felt around the entrance on the wall till he
found what he was looking for, a light switch sat to his left and flipping it
on Brandon was able to explore with ease.
Off
to his right Brandon noticed a number of critters on shelves, mostly rats, all
of whom had perished. A sticker sat on each cage with a timer and a dosage of
poison. Brandon took note of the fastest time, assuming it was the strongest,
and went in search for the matching bottle. He found a whole shelf of different
poisons, but the bottle he was looking for was nowhere to be found. Turning
back to find the next strongest he caught a glimpse of a table in the corner of
his eye. Upon further inspection he saw a quiver of arrows resting on the
table. Brandon rushed over hoping that his dad had taken his bow instead of
those who emptied his house. Looking down he seen that they weren't his arrows
and the bow nearby wasn't his either. The bow was a deep blue color crackled
with black designed much like a compound bow in the sense that it had a wheel
on both ends allowing easier pulling while increasing output speed and damage.
The arrows were even more astounding; Brandon found a paper of details
explaining their design. They were made of a dark wood with a red hue most
likely Brazilian cherry, though the paper didn't specify, allowing the stalks
to be thin without the cost of durability each feathered with
ultra-high-molecular-weight polyethylene to allow smooth aerodynamics without
the risk of denting or tears. Yet the most amazing quality of these arrows were
the tips, crafted from potassium the tips were thin but sharp using a
tri-spaded design instead of the usual singles or quads. They had to be kept in
pressurized bags of kerosene mixed with the poison he was looking for earlier
wrapped around the top of each arrow preventing reaction with the air or water
reducing the risk of fire or explosion respectively.
After
reading about his new toys Brandon became eager to try them out. Hoisting an
arrow and the bow he ran outside into the trees. In hardly any time Brandon
found a pineapple hanging from a tree, aiming at it he shot the arrow piercing
the plastic bag and the fruit's skin. The potassium in the arrowhead reacted
with the juice creating an explosion igniting the kerosene from the bag leaving
little flaming bits of fruit to rain from the sky around him. Shortly after the
danger of Brandon's situation sunk in and he became serious. These are not toys
t all but serious weapons. If he insisted on acting like a kid he would never
reach his goal of revenge. He headed back to the lab with all his childishness
fading away. Brandon built a special quiver to house his eight special arrows that
remained away from the regular ones he would have to purchase later with the
money his father left him. He put the new quiver down next to his other things
and continued to look around. There wasn't much more Brandon could use other
than another clip of ammo to a gun he didn't have, so that left only the closet
marked 'Supplies'. Inside was a random assortment of chemicals and elements
including arsenic which was stashed in the bottle as fine powder. Brandon
grabbed a bottle of it and dumped as much as he could into a nearby plastic
tube so that it was easier to handle and returned the remainder back to the
shelf. he grabbed a few more objects off the shelf and looked at them; Windex,
toilet bowl cleaner, Goo Gone, and a chemical that he didn't know but was apparently
hazardous enough that the container had to be kept in a zip-loc bag, and
finally he noticed a silver case. It was the smallest of three in a row kept
locked with four latches going against the usual two latches on all the other
cases of its kind. Brandon took it outside for a better look in the light where
he didn't see any identifying marks to label it as any one chemical. It
couldn't be pried open as the latches made it air tight, but since they were only
flip-lock latches he didn't have to use anything but his hands to open them
anyway.
As
the case lifted up a blue light emerged and a large amount of heat burrowed
down around Brandon. Making a mental connection Brandon threw the case as far
as he could. Unfortunately it landed in a nearby river and the ducks, who were
previously swimming near the point the case sunk, tried to make an escape as a
geyser of water erupted knocking most of the ducks out of the sky and crushing
their wings leaving several of them to drown. “Cesium." Brandon said to
himself. He could tell a reaction to water like that almost anywhere. His dad
made him memorize cesium specifically as it was his father's favorite element.
The worst part was that there were two larger cases back in the lab where
Brandon was rushing off to. Packing up all his things Brandon stashed
everything in pockets or on his shoulder. He then grabbed the biggest case he
could find, the rough equivalent of a mid-sized suitcase. He didn't know how
his dad got so much cesium, but he knew in a mass like this it would come in
handy. The explosion from his previous mishap did not go unnoticed. Sirens rang
in the distance; a crowd of people gathered around and watched dead fish float
downstream. More people flocked in as Brandon walked purposefully the opposite
direction. He needed a plan and he needed a boat.
It
wasn't long after hanging by the docks that he found an old motorboat for sale
for a couple hundred dollars. The price seemed a little high as the boat was
wooden except for the engine ,and looked old but and worn, but desperation
pushed Brandon to pay the man what he asked. Brandon packed all his stuff into
a backpack on the boat with the cesium and provisions then hopped in. Yanking
on the motor's cord a few times the engine finally sputtered to life and
Brandon drifted out to sea.
This
part was risky because Brandon was going to have to hitch a ride on a cruise
ship headed to the mainland that had departed several hours before him, however
in his favor the boat was moving slower than he was, so he knew he could catch
up. It took longer than he had expected to find but the giant ship finally
loomed into view. Brandon had to swing his ship wide to avoid detection and get
ahead of the cruise after which he broke off the motor and began to yell for
help. At first he was scared they couldn't hear him and, with his barely thought
out plan of kicking off his motor, he would be stranded. But he soon saw
someone run to the rail and point in his direction. Suddenly a rush of people
ran over and it looked as if the whole side of the ship was covered in people
and the boat turned slowly in his direction.
It
took a couple of minutes for the boat to hoist him and his luggage aboard.
Immediately people crowded him checking to see if he was okay, the burns on his
face only making things worse. A few kids screamed at the sight. A woman took
him to her seat and began applying different concealers to his face in search
of the closest match after which she applied it to the rest of his burns.
"Can barely see it there little one," Brandon smiled. Continuing she
asked "What brings ya out to these waters?" The question caught him
off guard and he stumbled for a response landing on the truth. "I'm going
to slaughter several men in the name of my father's death." The woman went
drop-jawed for a bit then began to laugh. "Oh the imagination of you kids
these days." With that she walked away and Brandon returned to his luggage
where the captain generously gave him a room. As Brandon grabbed his things and
headed off to his newfound quarters he glanced at the lady that helped him, she
was talking hurriedly on the phone and turned when she saw him.
In
the room it was fantastic, there was a light blue tint to the walls to give an
'under the sea' theme complimented by soft green and neon orange objects around
the room, it even had a fish aquarium off to the side. Brandon loved it here
and jumped onto the bed. The blanket had a soft furry feel to it with silk
sheets and fish-shaped pillows. He snuggled in and lay on the bed for a few
minutes but suddenly felt an urge to go look at the fish, so he slid a chair
over and wrapped himself in his blanket as he watched them all swim.
He
must have dozed off because it was dark when he woke to his door shutting. He
didn't move at first but he saw the reflection in the fish tank of someone
behind him. "Who are you." the person stopped their silent advance no
doubt in surprise of his realization of their presence.
"Gloria,"
This time it was Brandon's turn to be surprised as it was the voice of the lady
who helped him. "And you must be Brandon am I right?" He nodded.
"Well Brandon I made a call to my boss and it seems your father was
recently killed by one of ours correct?" again Brandon nodded. "And I
assume, in revenge, that you killed my husband too? He was one of the seven
heads of the Endriago along with myself. No one can kill a head member of the
Endriago clan without a price, and lucky for you the boss said I get to take
care of this one 'cause it's personal." With that she lunged at him and
pinned him to the ground, however she misjudged his strength so he quickly
escaped. As she came at him again he grabbed a lamp and smashed it into her
head shattering it to pieces and leaving glass all over as she stumbled to the
ground, she started getting up so Brandon went to the bathroom and shut the
door.
Gloria
ran against the door till it burst open and she rushed in. Brandon grabbed her
head using her momentum against her to smash her against the porcelain toilet.
The seat broke off and Brandon picked it bringing it down around her like a
necklace and pinned her against the wall. He knew he didn't stand a chance
unless he constantly kept her off balance. He summed up as much hate as he
could and the question sounded almost jagged coming out of his mouth, "
Which one of you bastards killed my father?"
She
cackled, "You are just full of surprises huh?" Brandon pressed on the
seat around her neck. "Alright, don't push that putrid thing towards me do
you know what's on these things?" Brandon glared. "Anyways the boss
did it. He wanted to make sure the job was done right. My husband was just
there to declare his death. No one knew about you till you dragged your father
to the car." As he listened Brandon relaxed his pressure on the seat and
Gloria used the extra room to her advantage. She slung the seat from her neck
and kicked Brandon in the stomach sending him flying against the counter. He
watched a toothbrush fall and he picked it up. Standing he gripped it as if it
were a dagger pointed down. She laughed at the sight. In the moment she tilted
her head back Brandon swung his foot as hard as he could to the back of her leg,
this caused her to get down on one knee, he grabbed her by the hair pulling her
back he stabbed her through the eye. As she cried out in pain her gripped a bar
of soap and beat the brush further into her skull finally piercing her brain.
He continued to beat her until the bar broke and all movement ceased. She was
no longer of any use. Brandon began to clean up and hid her body in the closet
behind the dresser. He would be on the mainland tomorrow; he went to sleep as
he began thinking up his next move.
Brandon
awoke to the sunlight shining in his eyes and a horn signifying the mainland's
close proximity. Brandon peered out his window excited; to be honest he missed
the mainland. As the ship came to a stop Brandon was one of the first down the
ramp from the boat to land. He got a few strange looks due to his torn and bloody
clothes with a few cuts and bruises but he shrugged most of them off. He went
on to find a place to stay.
Brandon
started with apartments but realized he was only going to be around for one
night so he stopped at a medium grade hotel cleverly named the Harle Quinn. It
wasn't fancy but there weren't roaches and it allowed him to keep a low head.
He was in Arizona and looking on a map he was only a few miles from Yuma
meaning a few miles from Endodynamic Industries and Charlie, the next piece in
his puzzle.
He
opened his backpack and grabbed out his things. He ate his preservatives as if
they were going to be stolen if he took a break. When he finished he lay down
and went to sleep. Waking up he went back to his bag pulling out his bow and
arrows slinging them over his shoulders. Next grabbing his handgun, clips,
money, and arsenic he pocketed them and grabbed his suitcase as he turned to
leave. Glancing in the mirror he looked like a war machine with the weaponry
that surrounded him. Taking his shirt off, he put it back on over his bow and
quiver concealing it slightly.
A
knock on the door startled him. It was the hotel employee checking to make sure
everything was okay claiming he'd heard a ruckus. Brandon replied all was fine.
Yet the man insisted on taking a look and wouldn't leave. He had an odd
presence about him and kept glancing back as if hinting of danger. Brandon
heard a sound behind him and turned to see another man standing a few feet
behind away. He reached for his gun and the man at the door dropped. He was
stabbed through the back and another man strolled in. They both came at Brandon
together. He jumped forward and cocked his pistol shooting three bullets into
the man from the door, he didn't fall. Tears in his shirt revealed a bullet proof
vest beneath for protection. Brandon aimed for his head but didn't have time to
shoot as a knife came down around him tearing at his shoulder. He cried out
turning the pistol towards the attacker he shot him first in the arm then in
the head. The man slid off the bed from his momentum and pinned Brandon to the
ground knocking his gun away. The remaining man used his elbow to suffocate
Brandon. Struggling, Brandon began to see black spots but fought for
consciousness. He reached in his shirt and grabbed one of the potassium arrows
from his quiver and jammed it into the man's neck. In a second the man's head
blew sideways only staying attached by a few threads. He rolled over unmoving.
Brandon was surprised at the power one of the arrows had. He almost didn't
burrow it deep enough and a shard about hit him but overall he was unscathed.
Getting up Brandon retrieved his handgun reloaded and left.
The
first thing he had to do was get a change of clothes. He entered the first
store he found. It was mostly dark clothing, which was fine by Brandon as he
planned to stick to the shadows. He grabbed a hoodie, an overcoat, a cheap
t-shirt, and some faded blue jeans that weren't tight enough to restrict
movement, but not so loose as to risk getting caught or falling off. He
purchased them and changed feeling much less open to the world. Walking out to
the highway it took a while for Brandon to find a ride because of his
appearance, but finally a truck driver pulled over. Brandon ran over and
started getting in only to realize the driver had a shotgun pointed right at
his head. Brandon froze "What chu' doin' out here boy?"
"I need a ride to Endodynamic Industries
in Yuma." The driver sat there for a while looking at him then lowered the
gun.
"What’s
a kid like you want out at a place like that fo'?"
"I
have business with a worker out there."
"A'ight
get in, but if anyone asks I ain't seen ya." Brandon got in after that and
they drove off. It wasn't long before they pulled up to the giant building. It
was almost intimidating but Brandon stood firm and waited for the driver to
stop. "Good luck kid." The man, whose name turned out to be Jack,
left Brandon stung a little at the thought of his father. Brandon gave the man
a few hundreds for his kindness and left.
He
stood at the front door realizing there was no turning back. A bus came up and
stopped near him right before a rush of people emerged behind him. Pushed by
the force of the crowd Brandon went inside. He entered the plant and seen a
tour was about to commence. He decided to use this to scope out the place. He
travelled with the group learning all kinds of facts, such as that the building
was divided into three sections. The first a lab where they designed chemicals
for experimentation usually on animals. The second a sort of bug farming
corporation where they kept several different insects including fire ants whom
in masses could eat babies and small children alive. The third section was the
factory in which they made high value car parts on an assembly line. Walking
down the aisles the tour guide approached a worker on the end. "This
here's Charlie, one of our finest workers."
Charlie
was thin and lanky so Brandon wondered how he became a head at all. Charlie
flashed a smile to the group till he caught sight of Brandon and it faded. He
went back to work and Brandon followed the tour to the factory door, but stayed
behind and shut the door when they left. He returned to Charlie "You are
one of them aren't you." It was more of a statement than a question.
Charlie
replied without looking up. "I knew you'd come for me," He smiled
"I have the answers you are looking for."
"Then
this won't last long."
"Why
are you risking your life Brandon? He's not coming back even if you manage to
kill all of us."
"I
know that but that doesn't let you off the hook for taking away all I had left."
Charlie
pondered this and nodded. "Fair enough. You've already taken two heads
from our Gang Gloria and Alexander. That leaves myself, Tyson, Jamal, and
Henry. I'm Here, Tyson and Jamal work out on construction in Fresno, and Henry
is headed to Las Vegas for a few days to go gambling at the Bellagio."
"Gloria
said there were seven of you." Charlie Nodded "You only listed
six."
"That's
because she also counted the king pin, Richard, but I have not been gifted with
his location. He is the boss and he runs the show."
Brandon
made a mental note to find that out before he killed the other three. "Why
are you helping me?"
Charlie
laughed. "Helping! You think you are the first to make it this far? I tell
ya you're definitely the youngest." With that Charlie blind-sided Brandon
with a pipe sending him sprawling onto a conveyor belt. Charlie jumped on and
continued to bring the pipe down around Brandon pounding on his arms. Brandon
did the best he could to block the damage, but a few escaped cracking bones. Up
ahead a press crashed down bending the metal into a flattened state. Brandon
took the best shot he could and kicked Charlie square in the groin. He cradled
and Brandon was on top this time pinning him down. He hit Charlie in the face
and gut but as he reared back to punch him again the press came down on
Charlie's head. Blood sprayed out across the floor and Brandon got down.
Looking up he noticed that the entire tour had watched the fight and its
conclusion. Some horrified by the outcome others wanting more. Security burst
through the door so he took Charlie's keys and ran out back. Brandon pressed
the unlock button over and over listening to the horn until he found it.
Charlie drove a rather nice Mercedes SLR McLaren. They must be paid well
because it ran like a dream with a burnt orange finish, leather interior, and an
automatic start. Brandon got in and slammed on the gas the car obeyed and sped
off leaving nothing but dust. He was heading to the great city of lights,
Vegas.
With
the car's speed Brandon made it to the highway without much interference on
which he slowed down. He needed to ditch his car, but he not before he made it
to Nevada. As soon as he got into Vegas he stopped the car, found a man on the
road, gave him the keys with a pat on the back, and left. He was going to walk
the rest of the way. He could see the Bellagio in the distance and this way he
could stick to the shadows. It was almost nightfall by the time he reached the
casino. He tried to go inside but the bouncer at the door stopped him. "No
minors."
"But
my dad is in there." Brandon lied.
"No
minors." The man stood firm. Brandon did not dare to try and get past him.
His outfit would give him away and it would only lead to more trouble. Brandon
was forced to sit out in the alley nearby. It must've been around 10:15 when a door
on the side of the casino burst open and a man was thrown out.
"Damn
it Henry. We told you to follow the rules. You can't beat the boss at his own
game."
"Get
your hands off me you rent-a-thugs." With that one of the men punched him
square in the face sending him sprawling into the wall. He fell. "Can I at
least get another beer before I go?"
The
man groaned and went inside. Brandon approached Henry and was debating how to
kill him when the other man came back outside. He looked at Brandon and gave
him the beer. "Take this to Henry and try to knock some sense into him
will ya."
Brandon
nodded and walked forward to his next target. The man shut the door and left.
Brandon opened the beer and pulled out his arsenic. He added all of it to the
drink and spoke to the crumpled bum on the ground. "Henry?" He
nodded. "I'm Brandon and the Endriagos killed my father." With that
Henry snapped into consciousness "I'll make you a deal. I'll give you this
beer if you answer all my questions."
Henry
shoved Brandon and took the beer. "I don't answer to kids." Henry
downed the entire drink in a single chug. He turned on Brandon and broke the
bottle over a dumpster approaching with the sharpened end. He began walking
closer but stopped as the poison began kicking in. "What did you do to me
boy?"
"Arsenic."
Brandon said with a smile. Henry's face turned red and he rushed at Brandon but
dropped short, dead. Brandon still had no clue where Richard was, but at least
one more head was down. The only leads he had left were in Fresno California.
Brandon called a taxi and pointed him to in the right direction. Though the
driver at first unwilling, ended his argument shortly after Brandon flashed his
money.
The
driving was slow and quiet but this gave Brandon time to think how he was going
to take down the boss and the remaining two heads. No doubt Richard would have
men all over the premises but Jamal and Tyson, being construction workers,
should be easy to single out. Brandon slept in the taxi the rest of the way.
The driver woke him when they arrived. Brandon paid him and offered more money
to take him to the primary construction company of the town. Upon reaching it
Brandon paid the man a large tip and went inside listening to the tires squeal
as the taxi did a U-turn back towards Vegas.
A
blonde-haired receptionist sat at the desk she wore a white button top and a
tan skirt. Glasses sat high on her nose allowing her sky blue eyes to feel
friendly yet inquisitive. A name tag on her desk said 'Sherry Gates'. Brandon
approached her. "Roses are red, violets are blue, if I need help, do I
talk to you?”
Sherry
laughed and her lengthy straight hair seemed to cradle her face. "You're a
cute little one aren't ya."
She
must not have been able to see his face because most of the concealer had worn
off. "Thank you ma'am" Brandon said with a smile on his face.
"And
so mannerly too. How may I be of assistance?"
"I
need to find some friends of my dad."
"Names?"
"Tyson
and Jamal."
"Well
without last names my ability to help is limited but," She dragged on the
u while she pressed some keys. "Aha I think I found the gentlemen you're
looking for. They are out on the site by the old church. That's about six
blocks that way." She pointed in their direction and turned back to
Brandon at which point she must have seen his burn because the smile was
replaced by a sad longing look and after that she began to avoid eye contact
with him and Brandon took the hint. He left the building and headed in the
direction she had shown him and saw the scaffolding around the huge metal
structure.
Brandon
reached the site and sat down out of the way. Seeing other kids running around
he figured he could remain here undisturbed. He waited patiently for the main
portion of workers to leave. Finally the last few were heading out by which
time Brandon had played several games of tic-tac-toe with himself. He jumped up
and tapped the closest worker. "Yeah kiddo?" The man inquired.
"What
are you guys building here?"
"A
butchery, and a nice one at that though I don't know why they want it so
big."
A
voice called from a car in the street. "Hey Bill hurry up!"
"One
sec!" The man called back and began to leave.
"Wait!
Do you know where I can find Tyson and Jamal?"
The
man pointed "Inside double checking our work 'fore they head home. Them
two brothers are all that's in there. Ya can't miss 'em"
"Thanks
and drive safe!" Brandon shouted as he grabbed his things and headed
inside. When he got to the entrance the doors were not installed allowing Brandon
to get in unnoticed.
The
first man he saw was likely Tyson, a large African-American built like a truck.
He didn't seem to have an ounce of fat on him and his muscle shown clearly
through his light blue shirt making it appear as if he were to tear out of it
any second. Jamal was nowhere to be seen so Brandon retrieved his bow as quiet
as possible. He couldn't take this monstrous man in hand-to-hand so he decided
on surprise. Pulling out two of his potassium arrows he drew both of them
together. Angling them slightly different directions he fired. He had only
practiced this shot a few times and feared for it's success. One hit the back
of the knee while the other struck slightly lower in the high calf. Either way
they both delivered the desired effect and blew off Tyson's legs in one swift
motion. He dropped and yelled in pain for Jamal.
Brandon
hid up on some scaffolding and Jamal appeared around the corner seeing his
brother Tyson bleeding on the ground. He began to look for the attacker.
However Brandon was above him grabbing a chain and a crane hook. Brandon
wrapped the chain around the hook and jumped. He came down a little fast, but
managed to catch Jamal by surprise wrapping the chain around his neck in a
slipknot and released. The hook shot back up tightening the chain around
Jamal's neck yanking him off the ground. He bounced up and dropped back down
dead after the force of the drop broke his neck.
Brandon
returned to Tyson who was weak from the blood loss but still had a while before
death. Brandon grabbed a sheet of wood and laid it on the ground with a creeper
underneath. He hauled Tyson onto the board and tied him down. Tyson didn't put
up much of a fight as he was trying to stay awake. Brandon shook him a few
times to bring him back to consciousness while sliding him onto a table saw.
Brandon got in front of Tyson. "Where's Richard?" Tyson muttered an inaudible
response. "Louder!" Brandon commanded.
Tyson
spoke up "You blew off my legs man," he whimpered. "and Jamal,
oh man Jamal. Mom's going to be pissed." As grown men it was clear they
weren't living with their mother. Tyson seemed to begin fading as he started to
ramble on about zebras flying around his head calling him names and an elephant
dancing in the corner.
Brandon
shook him hard this time. "Tell me where Richard is." digging his
nails into Tyson's cheek
"Alright,
Alright, no more games just take it easy." all the whimpering and
mindlessness had faded after he had given up the act. "He's upstate in Eureka;
he runs the ports up there for easy access to the sea. That's all I know now
send me on with my brother." Having received the information he was
looking for Brandon carried out the request. Brandon laid him down and slid the
edge of the board to the end of the saw and turned it on. The blade pulled the
wood forward on its own and Brandon watched as the saw started in on Tyson's
skull. A pool of blood washed up by Brandon's shoes. About halfway through the
saw stopped moving probably jammed on the carcass. That was all the signal
Brandon needed. He walked out into the night. It all came down to this.
Brandon
sat at an old scrap yard huddled inside an abandoned car. It was safer than
most places and gave him a chance to check his resources. He knew this was a
big company. He had to look professional and discreet. He had his remaining
arrows which he decided not to carry as they would give him away before he even
got close. He still had his case of cesium, a handgun with two clips of ammo,
and a couple thousand dollars.
At
sunrise Brandon went to a nearby mall and shopped around. He bought a white
suit with a maroon tie and pointed shoes, a set of three knives, and a water
jug filled to the brim. He went around back to and used the water jug to take a
cheap version of a shower. Feeling cleaner than before he dressed in his suit
and reentered the mall where he stopped by a make-up kiosk and had the lady
running it fix his face again concealing the burns, cuts, bashes, and bruises
surrounding the visible parts of his body. After all this Brandon glanced in
the mirror. He looked like a new man, seeming older then he was and far better
dressed. In all honesty he was a new man. Even if he couldn't pull of this job
he did something hardly any other fourteen year old could have done. Thinking
back on it the power of hate and rage pushed him forward, he even embraced it,
but after all his work it was beginning to fade. One more mark and he was done,
he could do this. He left the bathroom and headed out of the mall. First things
first he had to find a ride. He called a taxi but instead a black SUV rolled
up. Two pairs of hands reached out and grabbed him pulling him inside. Panicked
Brandon kicked one of the men away and he yelled "Who are you
people?"
"Look
kid calm down were on your side. We know you've been wiping out the heads of
the Endriago clan. Killing all six heads is impressive considering your age and
doing it all single-handedly, but going against Richard is suicide. He has his
building locked down like a maximum security prison."
Brandon
stopped fighting against the men that grabbed him. He looked around and
recognized their faces. One was the captain from the cruise he came to the
mainland on, another was Bill from the construction site, and Sherry the
receptionist who avoided eye contact. "You guys were around me all along
and didn't bother to help?"
"We
wanted to see what you were capable of but we didn't expect you to hunt Richard
or we would have stopped you."
"Well
it's too late now. I'm going to kill Richard. He is the reason my father is
gone so he's going to pay the most."
The
others looked concerned "Are you sure about this Brandon? You are just a
kid and these men won't hesitate to kill you."
Brandon
stood firm "I know but I have to try."
Bill
and the captain both sighed. They nodded to each other. The receptionist chimed
in. "You can't possibly be considering letting him go. Francis he'll be
killed!"
"The
boy wants to go Sherry, what is our right as strangers to stop him?"
"It
doesn't matter about right its reason. He's an incompetent little bo..."
"Sherry!"
The captain's voice was overpowering and even the driver swerved in surprise.
"You forget this boy killed two goons and six heads of one of the most up
and coming gangs of the generation." Sherry sat back submitting. The
captain, Francis, Turned his attention back to Brandon. "At least let us
help you, we can get you inside past the goons and could assist in protecting
you." Brandon nodded he needed all the help he could get. They arrived in
Eureka and Francis began relaying the plan to the group. They stayed the night
in a hotel running over strategies and layouts till the group got bored and
began playing board games. It was a good way to wind down from all the stress
Brandon had built over the last few days. Tomorrow would be the first Christmas
he ever had to spend alone. But tonight he had friends and looking around he
felt like he had more of a family now then he had in eight years. His father
was just too busy with work. So he made the most out of tonight and felt at
home.
Upon
arriving at the ports Brandon was amazed at the beauty of the building it was
all white on the outside except for the five spire roof which was scaled and
brown along with two small wavy strips of blue and the occasional spoked wheel
from old-fashioned ships. Brandon was told to get out first while wearing deep
black shades to intensify his pre-selected suit. With a snap of his fingers
Francis and Bill stepped out of the car in all black suits coming to stand on
either side of Brandon. No emotion was on either of the trio's faces . The two
men stationed at the door stood straight and readied their weapons. Before
anyone made another move Sherry stepped out of the car. She too was dressed all
in black but wore a grey belt around her waist emphasizing her figure. Her
blonde hair was pulled back into a bun and she had applied a hint of red
lipstick for a sharp appearance. Bearing a clipboard she walked up to the men
with the others and told them that if either of them even laid a finger on her
client they were done for. The men looked at each other for a second and
stepped aside allowing access deciding not to risk their jobs. The group of
four moved inside and the guards returned to their stations.
Brandon
had to walk down a long hallway to get to the receptionist but when he entered
the main room it made the outside look less impressive compared to the interior.
The walls were mint green with heavy browns complimenting the hues around the
lounge as tables and chairs. A glass table sat next to an emerald green
wrap-around couch and a little lamp made from a miniature lighthouse. Brandon
loved it here and he felt at ease; however he couldn't enjoy it for long as he
heard shouts coming down the hall. It appeared as if their cover was blown. Several
men came running with handguns down the hall towards the crew and Brandon
noticed a few bore Uzis as well. Good for them. Bad for Us. Brandon was thrown
aside by Bill whom took a position on the left side of the entrance along with
Francis on the right and began shooting down the hall at the mob that hid in
between doorways for protection while raining bullets on the two men. "Go!”
Bill yelled.
Brandon
standing he went to the receptionist. "Where is Mr. Richard's
office?"
She
turned Brandon's way and glared "Why should I tell you?"
"Because
I am carrying his money and am currently being chased. If I lose this were both
in trouble."
The
receptionist sighed. "He's down the hall third door on your right. Don't
touch anything I don't want your germs all over." She continued to mumble
under her breath.
Brandon
walked down the hall ignoring her rude comments and finding the door she told
him about. Outside stood two guards he began to walk past but they stopped him.
"Get out of my way." Brandon said in obvious irritation. He had come
too far to let two more goons stop him.
"We
were told to guard this door at all times from any and every single person that
tries to enter this room."
"Well
then I'll give you gentlemen one last chance to step aside or I kill you."
Both men laughed and one pulled out a gun Brandon hit the gun back and all
three got in a quick fight that ended with Brandon thrown against the wall. The
man pulled on his gun causing a bullet from his clip to slide into the chamber
of his gun and pointed the barrel straight at Brandon's head. Brandon stared
the man right in the eyes and smiled. "You don't got the balls." At
this the man pulled his forefinger tight and the gun clicked firing straight
into Brandon's head. Nothing happened. The man realized that the clip from his
gun was out. The other goon hit the man up the head calling him an idiot and
reaching for his own gun. It wasn't until he heard the familiar click that they
both realized what had happened. Brandon had withdrawn the clip from the first
man's gun and then stolen the other man's gun from his side. Brandon smiled as
both men watched him load a bullet into the chamber put it right between the
first's eyes and fired. This time it worked a bullet burrowed into the man's
head causing his head to crack against the wall. He dropped dead. The second
stood aside allowing Brandon entrance to the room behind him. Brandon walked
forward and stopped in the door way. He turned to the man with a smile on his
face. The man returned his smile and dropping his expression Brandon said
"You're fired." and without even offering a chance to run Brandon
shot a bullet underneath his jaw. The man dropped and Brandon walked into the
office.
A
deep voice spoke and Brandon felt like he could almost recognize it but
couldn't place it. "Come in. I've been expecting you."
Brandon
did as told and opted to sit down in the nearest chair. It was a green
cushioned chair much like that of a chair from inside a barber shop as it only
bore one leg. Comfortable Brandon acknowledged the man and intentionally showed
disrespect. His cover was already blown so he had no reason to hide or be kind.
"Wow you must be old."
The
man laughed. "And why is that?"
"Because
that cliché is almost as old as Abe Lincoln."
Another
laugh bellowed. "Oh Brandon you arrogance cracks me up."
Brandon
was stunned. "How do you know my name?"
"Come
now Brandon. Don't be foolish I've known you your whole damn life."
Suddenly
it all clicked. The murder of his father. The long goose chase. The training.
and now Brandon took in just why he was so comfortable in the office of the one
man he hated more than any other. This place was just like home, not the home
in the hotel yesterday but his real home. "You never died. Did you."
He wasn't asking he was telling. There was no question about it. A slow clap
emanated from across the desk as the man in front of Brandon spun slowly around
in the chair. Before him was the face of the one man Brandon could never outsmart.
The very face of his father.
"It's
good to see ya. Son." Jack said with open arms. Yet Brandon remained still
his mind was racing nothing made sense as his world began falling apart around
him. Jack eventually got the hint and put his arms down. "Well, now that
you're here I have a proposition for you. I will give you a large sum of money
right now to join my company at my side. You have demonstrated great skill in
several areas that I can use. At just fourteen you managed to take down some of
the finest members in the Endriago Clan. You could be great!"
"Why?"
Was all Brandon could ask. "Why'd you leave me alone? Why'd you leave me
to die?"
"I
didn't leave you to die; I trained you in what you needed to survive. It was
time to see if you were ready and you are which is why I want you to stay here
with me and help keep the company going."
"You
pretended to die! I had to sit alone and deal with the loss of my best friend
while being chased by your thugs. You didn't prepare me for shit."
"Watch
your mouth young man. There is no need for such vulgar words. Now I am sorry
that you felt abandoned but I did my best to make sure no harm came to you
until you killed Alexander."
"So
after that it was okay to take me out?" Brandon could feel his fury
beginning to rise back up in his chest.
"Brandon
you murdered an entire hospital and crucified three people. If you brought that
reputation here my business would have dropped."
"So
you chose to kill me to save your business?" Brandon had heard enough.
"No.
I simply let my fellow heads put you to the test you had to be worth value if
you wished to take over. I had no intention of letting you get killed and as
you can see I was right not to worry."
Brandon
thought on this and started to understand why he did everything. "So what
exactly do you do for work?"
Jack
sat and thought on the question pondering the best way to answer. "Well in
all honesty I smuggle drugs in and out of the country and distribute them
across America. The money is good and being next to the ports makes it
easy."
Brandon
sat quietly thinking on the deal "How much do I get to start?" Jack
pulled out a silver case and set it on the table. It was about the equivalent
of a medium-sized suitcase. It had four latches which normally would have been
strange but it appeared it was his father's preference. Opening all four a
massive amount of money was displayed in front of Brandon.
Jack
leaned back smiling at his son's response "How's forty million dollars
sound?"
Brandon
pulled it off the table and held it in his hands. The things he could do with
this kind of money. He pulled a small stack of hundreds out and pocketed it
then shut the remainder inside the case and set it on the floor. "Dad, why
is your clan symbol a hydra?"
His
dad was caught a little off guard by the unprompted question. "Because I
like the idea that no matter how many heads are cut off more grow in their
places that are stronger and wiser. An almost invincible beast with me at its
center."
Brandon
sat forward and looked his dad in the face. They made eye contact and Brandon
glared trying to get past the outer shell to see the man inside. Brandon
grabbed the silver case and put it on the table. All he said was "I
decline." he then stood and began to walk away.
"Brandon.
If you chose to decline then I am displeased, but that doesn't mean I will
allow you to walk out of here with those hundreds in your pocket." Brandon
stopped dead in his tracks. He reached in his pocket grabbed out the hundreds
and threw them on the table. "Face it Brandon, you can never out smart me.
I'm your father. I'll always be one step ahead. Now get out of my sight."
Jack began to laugh as Brandon walked out hurt that his father, the man Brandon
had looked up to all his life, was nothing more than a jerk.
Brandon
slammed the door shut and walked to the front desk. He acted as feverish as he
could. "Quick there is a fire in Richard's office!" The receptionist
who had been previously glaring at him grabbed a nearby bucket and ran off in
Jack's direction. "Bill, Sherry, Fran...." Francis lay on the ground
by the hall blood pouring from his skull due to the lucky shot of a careless
thug. Brandon was upset by his passing but there was no time to waste they had
to get out now. Brandon ran over and grabbed Francis' arms while Bill grabbed
his legs and the group of four all left the building through a hole that Sherry
had cut while Brandon was with his father. Brandon made a decision in there and
he couldn't go back. As he walked Brandon recalled the story of Hercules in
which to kill a hydra Hercules had to first cut all of its mortal heads and
then remove the final immortal head from the body it all made sense to Brandon
as he stepped further and further away.
Jack
sat in his office laughing until his son Brandon shut the door. He wished his
son would have stayed to take over as a father son business but Jack could make
do with other children I mean come on who wouldn't want a dad with millions of
dollars? Brandon wouldn't. The thought stung Jack more then he would have
liked. He was raised that money was everything. Brandon just didn't agree. It
was Christmas and both he and Brandon were alone they didn't even give each
other presents. Jack needed to distract himself so he opted to count his money
to make sure Brandon didn't cheat him. He unlocked the four latches and pulled
up. As the case lifted a blue light emerged and a large amount of heat burrowed
down around Jack as a little note fell out Merry Christmas, Brandon. The door
to Jack's office burst open as he opened the case all the way he was focused on
his secretary who ran in and, seeing the case, screamed fire. Confused Jack
looked down and noticed the contents for the first time. Jack was proud seeing
the contents of the case. His son had finally beaten him at his own game. Jack
knew Brandon was going to be just fine, for in the case there was no money but
rather, "Cesium, my favorite." Jack smiled leaning back right as his
secretary dumped the bucket of water onto the case.
Brandon
was heading to the car when he heard it. A loud explosion erupted from behind
him as the top half of the building blew to shreds. The secretary had done her
job perfectly. Brandon smiled as he watched Jack's Head bounce off the ground
and roll in front of him. Brandon picked it up and looked at it. Even though
this may be his father he would always be Richard to Brandon. Not because changing
the name was easier to handle or reduced his pain, and not because Brandon
refused to accept who his father was but Brandon knew Jack was better than this
man he had become. And though Brandon thought on it for a long time Richard
seemed to fit this man the best. This man was a warning. A limitation on what
Brandon was never to become. He took Richard's head with him and put it in a
case while he kept his father in his heart. When questioned why he kept a head
in his living room Brandon always replied the way he felt his father would have,
simply explaining to the inquirer that the man in that case was a real Dick
then then without skipping a beat changed the
conversation to something like the Yankees or sports cars.
-
Mitchell A. Mofle
-
Feb. 20th, 2013
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Puzzle
If life were a puzzle
and made up of pieces
mine would be bent
and full of creases
1 would be hope
3 would be dreams
6 would be faith
though it's not what it seems
5 would be trust
2 would be crying
8 are desire
7 are lying
9 would be fights
10 would be hate
3 would be fear
that I'm second-rate
1 self-esteem
4 would be art
12 are the people
that pull me apart
14 are my girl
9 are depression
some are all black
some are confession
the rest is all pain
the hurt I've recieved
the many times
I've been decieved
tricked trapped
hit and abused
every day
I've been misused
my life in pieces
missing and broke
think of my past
and I start to choke
nothing to do
nowhere to go
under a cloud
covered in snow
healing all this
does it make you proud
would you rush to build it
show it to a crowd
I didn't think so
it's not what you'd like
knowing my pain
would you make this hike
this is not just a puzzle
someone would put together
it shows you just why
I'm under the weather.
- Corruption's Blood
and made up of pieces
mine would be bent
and full of creases
1 would be hope
3 would be dreams
6 would be faith
though it's not what it seems
5 would be trust
2 would be crying
8 are desire
7 are lying
9 would be fights
10 would be hate
3 would be fear
that I'm second-rate
1 self-esteem
4 would be art
12 are the people
that pull me apart
14 are my girl
9 are depression
some are all black
some are confession
the rest is all pain
the hurt I've recieved
the many times
I've been decieved
tricked trapped
hit and abused
every day
I've been misused
my life in pieces
missing and broke
think of my past
and I start to choke
nothing to do
nowhere to go
under a cloud
covered in snow
healing all this
does it make you proud
would you rush to build it
show it to a crowd
I didn't think so
it's not what you'd like
knowing my pain
would you make this hike
this is not just a puzzle
someone would put together
it shows you just why
I'm under the weather.
- Corruption's Blood
Unknown
Have you ever had that feeling
where something inside of you dies
the pain rushes in
from everybody's lies
I know that quite well
when I feel my heart break
the joy disappears
and I feel me start to shake
I guess it's not gone
the anger that I burned
I just hid it away
something that I learned
I was made to bear this
all pain and misery
fueled by hate
trapped in slavery
make him laugh
or make her moan
emptiness is so much worse
cause every day its grown
getting tired of all this
people wonder why I'm so twisted
but that's cause unlike all you
the good in my life ain't listed
so I'm running out of time
tired of what I got
piss off everyone
praying I get shot
ain't worried no more
nothing left that's right
want to release what's inside
induce my form of night
tired of the underdog
time I fought back
no more pain from earth
I go on the attack
turn to what I was
a soldier like none other
no hope no pain just hate
gave up on my mother
failed by my family
as I failed them too
long with all my friends
like old worn out glue
can't hold on no more
I let the hate consume
so let me be a monster
or push me to my doom.
- Corruption's Blood
where something inside of you dies
the pain rushes in
from everybody's lies
I know that quite well
when I feel my heart break
the joy disappears
and I feel me start to shake
I guess it's not gone
the anger that I burned
I just hid it away
something that I learned
I was made to bear this
all pain and misery
fueled by hate
trapped in slavery
make him laugh
or make her moan
emptiness is so much worse
cause every day its grown
getting tired of all this
people wonder why I'm so twisted
but that's cause unlike all you
the good in my life ain't listed
so I'm running out of time
tired of what I got
piss off everyone
praying I get shot
ain't worried no more
nothing left that's right
want to release what's inside
induce my form of night
tired of the underdog
time I fought back
no more pain from earth
I go on the attack
turn to what I was
a soldier like none other
no hope no pain just hate
gave up on my mother
failed by my family
as I failed them too
long with all my friends
like old worn out glue
can't hold on no more
I let the hate consume
so let me be a monster
or push me to my doom.
- Corruption's Blood
My Drawing
If I were to draw
the pain you put me through
this is exactly
what I would go and do
I'd probably start with a man
as happy as can be
this would represent
someone who was like me
next I draw a tiny cut
from him falling down
turning his smile half a circle
into a tiny frown
then I'd draw him getting hit
beaten up and bruised
and make it look real bad
to show how he has been misused
next I'd draw his legs
ripped off along with his arm
all of this happening
purely to cause him harm
matted down and bloody
later I'd draw his chest
dying from knife wounds
that spread from east to west
then I'd draw his heart
lying next to his head
the first ripped from his chest
the second full of dread
finally drawing his body
burning in a fire
and watch the bright orange flames
rise ever so much higher
all that would be left is dust
that wind would blow away
starting over my picture
and leaving me to say
that if I were to draw
the pain you put me through
I wouldn't have to draw a thing
all because of you.
- Corruption's Blood
the pain you put me through
this is exactly
what I would go and do
I'd probably start with a man
as happy as can be
this would represent
someone who was like me
next I draw a tiny cut
from him falling down
turning his smile half a circle
into a tiny frown
then I'd draw him getting hit
beaten up and bruised
and make it look real bad
to show how he has been misused
next I'd draw his legs
ripped off along with his arm
all of this happening
purely to cause him harm
matted down and bloody
later I'd draw his chest
dying from knife wounds
that spread from east to west
then I'd draw his heart
lying next to his head
the first ripped from his chest
the second full of dread
finally drawing his body
burning in a fire
and watch the bright orange flames
rise ever so much higher
all that would be left is dust
that wind would blow away
starting over my picture
and leaving me to say
that if I were to draw
the pain you put me through
I wouldn't have to draw a thing
all because of you.
- Corruption's Blood
Please
Please cut me open
and remove what's called my heart
because with all the damage done
it's bound to break apart
pick it up and take it
throw the thing away
steal away the feelings
that hurt me everyday
leave the rest alone
drop me in the sea
it's not like it matters
my soul is lost to me
so let my body rot
until it's me no more
leave whatever's left
to drift upon the shore
and while I lay there dead
I'll be so full of life
for when all is gone
there will be no pain nor strife.
- Corruption's Blood
and remove what's called my heart
because with all the damage done
it's bound to break apart
pick it up and take it
throw the thing away
steal away the feelings
that hurt me everyday
leave the rest alone
drop me in the sea
it's not like it matters
my soul is lost to me
so let my body rot
until it's me no more
leave whatever's left
to drift upon the shore
and while I lay there dead
I'll be so full of life
for when all is gone
there will be no pain nor strife.
- Corruption's Blood
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