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i know im a monster festering wounds from when the blade mixed feelings with my favorite tunes locked in the tower trapped like a mouse looking for a reason to jump off the house yet I fight firmly against it knowing the pain i reach out to others through the darkness and rain yet they all turn against me when i call em my friend they pretend they dont know me dont stick it out til the end so now i walk in shadow a life all alone but i dont care anymore now that im fuckin grown man im tired of tryin and my hands are too bloody from the times that i reached and all they did was cut me ill just be by myself strugglin but alive dont matter the challenge i know ill survive cause its not about money but knowledge and will which the others all lack don't compare to my skill im not just outside the box but im outta this world not entirely by choice its just where i was hurled but it gives me such clarity bout the whole human race they can tell im not from here call me a disgrace but while i live in the darkness and im a monster as well theres one thing i can show you or rather can tell that i hold a great light its just buried deep down from when i was betrayed by an entire town but if you bothered to try to look past the scars ud see that im special not just on these bars but i see different perspectives though usually dark im an asset indeed because of my spark yet this leaves me dangerous bound to catch flame and when i burn down the town ill take all the blame cause they'll know they deserved it for what they had done turning on a child just cause he was a son its not like i chose it to become this beast but at a table of my demons ur all just a feast.